First Times Episodes

No, not the TV show. Or the Eurovision song.

When our own actions haunt us, who can we turn to for forgiveness?

Huw Lemmey talks about a Grindr hookup that went sideways, and what happened next.

When your God wants you to have gay sex, it's best not to argue.

A guide to bad kissing, and how to avoid it

Find out what it means to me

My first trip to a gay bar

Glitter, flags and vomit

A brief meditation on the desire to be 'one of the lads' by someone who can never be.

How I accidentally went cruising

My first visit to an STI clinic

My first kiss: A tale of teenage rebellion